This blog belongs to Rijl, who
is
proud to live in Montana. The
layout was done by Nemesis and
features the two MacManus
brothers from the film Boondock
Saints.
The topics usually found on this
blog are Ragnarok Online and the
stupidity of other people.
Ocassionally there are entries
concerning socks and video
games. Beware of the rare full
out swearing towards specific
individuals.
proud to live in Montana. The
layout was done by Nemesis and
features the two MacManus
brothers from the film Boondock
Saints.
The topics usually found on this
blog are Ragnarok Online and the
stupidity of other people.
Ocassionally there are entries
concerning socks and video
games. Beware of the rare full
out swearing towards specific
individuals.
Jul.20.06
I started a computer fund for myself. All my tip money shall be fed to the "Monster box". Basically, I found a small box, cut out a sharp toothed mouth in the side and covered with some dark green construction paper, then drew a monster face on it. It sits on the desk in my room. He (yes he) only accepts bills and quarters. Now I find myself oddly broke..
So I'm trying to learn to draw "people" better. I put that in quotations marks because I'm not trying to draw realistic people, more of the anime/manga style. I'm failing so far--but in a humerous way. One day I'll make a decent picture. For now, looking at the pictures I did. I can't help but laugh at their pitiful existance.
So I'm trying to learn to draw "people" better. I put that in quotations marks because I'm not trying to draw realistic people, more of the anime/manga style. I'm failing so far--but in a humerous way. One day I'll make a decent picture. For now, looking at the pictures I did. I can't help but laugh at their pitiful existance.
Oct.10.05
When angry.
Step back.
Take a walk.
Think about it. Talk about it.
You'll find that given time, you are not so angry.
And those things you said?
You didn't really want to say them.
You didn't mean to take that person's heart into your hands and give it a vicious squeeze.
Instead of being angry about having your vacation cut short, be glad you still get to go in the first place.
Stop being so angry.
Step back.
Take a walk.
Think about it. Talk about it.
You'll find that given time, you are not so angry.
And those things you said?
You didn't really want to say them.
You didn't mean to take that person's heart into your hands and give it a vicious squeeze.
Instead of being angry about having your vacation cut short, be glad you still get to go in the first place.
Stop being so angry.
Feb.26.05
Blacksoul is apparently wrestling with a chestnut door.
>
You try hard not to grin.
>
Blacksoul knocks on a chestnut door.
>
Blacksoul knocks on a chestnut door.
>
Blacksoul knocks on a chestnut door.
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Blacksoul just tried to kick the door!
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Blacksoul gets a stout ecru lockpick from inside his forester's boots.
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Blacksoul sets about picking the chestnut door...
It's just late at night. I'm amused. I'm almost done with that damn shifting quest. Thanks to Blacksoul (for smuggling a bard down to shard for me) He's got to be the first friend I made in the Realms. Intresting fellow that one..
>
You try hard not to grin.
>
Blacksoul knocks on a chestnut door.
>
Blacksoul knocks on a chestnut door.
>
Blacksoul knocks on a chestnut door.
>
Blacksoul just tried to kick the door!
>
Blacksoul gets a stout ecru lockpick from inside his forester's boots.
>
Blacksoul sets about picking the chestnut door...
It's just late at night. I'm amused. I'm almost done with that damn shifting quest. Thanks to Blacksoul (for smuggling a bard down to shard for me) He's got to be the first friend I made in the Realms. Intresting fellow that one..
Jan.21.05
I don't talk much. Never have, never will. It just might be nice if I share what is going on my life every once in a while. You all ask me how I am doing, and I always reply with something along the lines of "fine". In truth I am not fine, but they has never bothered me.
I have to make an appeal to whoever to get back my finacial aid since it seems that my grades from last semester were less than satisfying. They say the first time make an appeal it tends to be easy to plead your case. Hey, all I have to say is "my dad has cancer"-- how convient is that for me. God is making my life to easy, and I just keep asking myself why? Is there something important I need to do in my life? Perhaps, but soon my mind wanders and I think no more on that subject.
Such as..
I'm starting an unhealthy obsession with my TA of Anthropology. I want to hear more of that accent from Greece. After that class I kept hearing people complain about not being able to understand him (yes, him) but all I could think was that it made me actually sit up and pay attention to what he was saying. Of course, on my first trip up to Alaska I sat next to a southern couple on a plane. I ended up translating what they were saying to the stewardess(is that what they are, or is it flight attendent?). I don't know how I could understand them, but I could--the man was just as bad as that guy in Water Boy. All jumbled and mumbled, but I could understand him perfectly. Never been south, but at least I know I could communicate with the locals..?
I'm half way through Clash on Kings, be proud of me Nemi. I think I just got done with the chapter where they cut off Pycelle's.. Well, you know, so I shouldn't risk spoiling something as insignificant as that to someone else. I laughed after I read it. I'm a horrible person.
I cheated today in order to learn how to beat a boss in Silent Hill 2. You know what the secret was? Run around until some "time limit" runs out. Hn.. how stupid. I wanted to Kill the red pyramid psycho thing. Every time I walk into that stairway (since I died 50 times doing it) it just makes me laugh. The boss guy is "attacking" one of the other lesser monsters. It's funny because how he is holding it, with the monsters' butt to his face as he eats at it.. and the monster is groaning in pain.. it's just.. it looks more like the boss is giving oral sex to the ghoul thing, who seemed to be moaning in pleasure of it all--and my guy just walked in at one helluva wrong time. Sick and twisted that game is! I was scared to cross paths with the boss guy, but now I am more amused than afraid.
Yeah, but then my sister tells me to play something else because that game is gross. I play that new star ocean game.. it was very boring at first, but now I am free to run around and kill blobbies, oh joy! The freedom of not having to watch constant scenes of too-happy characters chat with each other is wonderful! Though, I don't mind listening to Cliff.
Cliff: I figure out something.
Fayt: And what's that?
Cliff: Whips hurt here too.
Nyah..
I have to make an appeal to whoever to get back my finacial aid since it seems that my grades from last semester were less than satisfying. They say the first time make an appeal it tends to be easy to plead your case. Hey, all I have to say is "my dad has cancer"-- how convient is that for me. God is making my life to easy, and I just keep asking myself why? Is there something important I need to do in my life? Perhaps, but soon my mind wanders and I think no more on that subject.
Such as..
I'm starting an unhealthy obsession with my TA of Anthropology. I want to hear more of that accent from Greece. After that class I kept hearing people complain about not being able to understand him (yes, him) but all I could think was that it made me actually sit up and pay attention to what he was saying. Of course, on my first trip up to Alaska I sat next to a southern couple on a plane. I ended up translating what they were saying to the stewardess(is that what they are, or is it flight attendent?). I don't know how I could understand them, but I could--the man was just as bad as that guy in Water Boy. All jumbled and mumbled, but I could understand him perfectly. Never been south, but at least I know I could communicate with the locals..?
I'm half way through Clash on Kings, be proud of me Nemi. I think I just got done with the chapter where they cut off Pycelle's.. Well, you know, so I shouldn't risk spoiling something as insignificant as that to someone else. I laughed after I read it. I'm a horrible person.
I cheated today in order to learn how to beat a boss in Silent Hill 2. You know what the secret was? Run around until some "time limit" runs out. Hn.. how stupid. I wanted to Kill the red pyramid psycho thing. Every time I walk into that stairway (since I died 50 times doing it) it just makes me laugh. The boss guy is "attacking" one of the other lesser monsters. It's funny because how he is holding it, with the monsters' butt to his face as he eats at it.. and the monster is groaning in pain.. it's just.. it looks more like the boss is giving oral sex to the ghoul thing, who seemed to be moaning in pleasure of it all--and my guy just walked in at one helluva wrong time. Sick and twisted that game is! I was scared to cross paths with the boss guy, but now I am more amused than afraid.
Yeah, but then my sister tells me to play something else because that game is gross. I play that new star ocean game.. it was very boring at first, but now I am free to run around and kill blobbies, oh joy! The freedom of not having to watch constant scenes of too-happy characters chat with each other is wonderful! Though, I don't mind listening to Cliff.
Cliff: I figure out something.
Fayt: And what's that?
Cliff: Whips hurt here too.
Nyah..
Dec.30.04
Empathy: 99 92% perplexed
One more rank and I can start manipulating critters..
.. one more..
So tired.. so bored..
Well, where am I going to find a 40+ Empath to teach my manipulation anyway at this time in the morning? Bah!
One more rank and I can start manipulating critters..
.. one more..
So tired.. so bored..
Well, where am I going to find a 40+ Empath to teach my manipulation anyway at this time in the morning? Bah!
